Do I Believe Me? Lyrics

I can't remember

What I've been feeling

When I try to think about it

The memory is fleeting

Away, from me

I don't want you to see me

Pace and breathe obsessively

Save my sanity

I can't remember

How I feel dang

I can't remember

That whole spiel I

I told to myself, cause I thought it might heal, but

I didn't care about it, cause the problem's not real

For a minute I thought that I was just another person, really

For a minute I thought that I was just another version, really

But the minute I thought that I was okay, I bursted, peeling

Out of the first person, seeing that I was coerced, the real thing

I see you!

I'm not alright

I'm not okay

And time doesn't favor my healing

I see in the mirror

A broken enemy

And I can't see what I'm meant to be

For me

Who is he?

It just don't feel right

But why would I lie?

Oh I got a reason to

I just shouldn't talk about it

I should just leave it alone

It's not as bad as I thought it was

I must be fooling myself

I must just be tripping

It must not be real

Cause I ain't done nothing crazy yet

Oh no

Ooh

I'll be alright

I'll be okay

And I don't need to speak on me

You can just forget about it

I could solve it easily

I'll be here if you need me

YEAH