Deal With Satan Lyrics

You watched me put the blade to my wrist

Now I'm reaching out, begging you to resist I got nothing left so wrist slit

Told you my time is up, this is it In my room contemplating suicide

Beyond the darkness and the pain, in you I confide

Wake up everyday and ask myself, would you care if I died

I've been in my head and my mind all the time I've been running out of life

So lost my mind, don't feel like mine Please God save me, give me a sign

Give me a sign, God please give me a sign Give me a sign

They say why you take the pills so much, you always faded

I've been running from depression, trying to escape it

My demons a couple feet away, they always chasing

I went to hell and made a deal with Satan Went to hell and made a deal with Satan

Going through the motions, my life is like a simulation

My music is a cry for help, something out of desperation

Out of desperation

Doctors gave me meds, said here take this They'll turn your sadness into pure bliss

Little did I know they lie Now I'm 17, seeing shadows in my fucking room

Can't get off the meds cause my body needs them

13 years of age in my room, so my body leaking

couped up in my room, never going out on a weekend

Social anxiety so I'm scared of speaking

sick in the head so I'm always tweaking

Demons haunt me so I ain't never sleeping

I ain't never sleeping

They say why you take the pills so much, you always faded

I've been running from depression, trying to escape it

My demons a couple feet away, they always chasing

I went to hell and made a deal with Satan Went to hell and made a deal with Satan

Going through the motions, my life is like a simulation

My music is a cry for help, something out of desperation

Out of desperation

They say why you take the pills so much, you always faded

I've been running from depression, trying to escape it

My demons are a couple feet away, they always chasing

I went to hell and made a deal with Satan