SPINNING Lyrics

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Thinking back on my life, growing up was a ride

If I can go back in time, I would give me advice

I would tell me, "Be nice"

When you drop to a low, don't you take it out with spite

When you feel emotions don't you push 'em to the side

'Cause you have some true potential but you're scared of the light

Demons come and go, lessons every night

And never ignore those clouds in your sight

The dark will guide you to what's right

The closer you are, the darker it gets

So don't follow your heart 'cause it's full of regrets

When you feel some success then the Devil will test

And that's when it feels like your life is a mess

Some relationships won't work out but I know you're trying your best

What's coming soon is a scary thought, try not to worry what's next

Just live in the now 'cause you always have figured it out

So just stick to the goal you will make yourself proud

Some will push and you pull away, that's okay

You don't belong in the crowd, you have always stood out

Just don't give up, keep on going, you will make it, no doubt

Just me and you we know you don't do this for the clout

You may feel lost in the dark, but it'll work out

Set a fire with your spark 'cause it's your turn now

Take a break it's okay avoid the burnout

My head keeps on spinning, I'm thinking

Don't leave me, I'm sinking

Demons keep winning, please help me

I'm begging, stay with me

I don't get to enjoy my time 'cause my demons catch up in the race

And I don't get to enjoy my life 'cause I'm always feeling so disgraced

Yeah, I know what to do

But I hate a new face

Every step that I take

I just go through a phase

I just stick to myself

I don't care 'bout the fame

So if I do or I don't even go to a place

I will still grab my pad and will fill up the page

Ask myself why I'm hurt, guess it happens with age

Anxious thoughts in my brain, yeah, like what should I change?

I just sit in my room while all of my friends are out getting engaged

I just sit in my room and I think of the way I can better my days

And I'm taking my time, and I put it in rap

I try not to engage

In the trap of the wage

Where the dreams are encaged

Always speak for myself

But I try not to fill it with rage

When things are going too good but I look down

Know I'm okay, I'm just awaiting the next plague

While voices talk to me with words so vague

Imperfect demons in my brain, they make me stay awake

I'm under pressure left without no space to make mistakes

Maybe I'm not okay for heaven sakes

Too focused on a path to end up great

I said I'd risk it all, and filled my plate

Should probably quit, too much at stake

Does anyone even need saved?

Maybe I should put away the cape

I hate when I'm feeling so low

And I hate when I reach new heights

Next you know you will fall back down and can't escape

Weird, when I reach a new goal

Same time my demons say, "No"

Then another takes control

I'm feeling unimpressed again

My head keeps on spinning, I'm thinking

Don't leave me, I'm sinking

Demons keep winning, please help me

I'm begging, stay with me

My head keeps on spinning, I'm thinking

Don't leave me, I'm sinking

Demons keep winning, please help me

I'm begging, stay with me