Leftovers Lyrics

I'm heavy handed

A heavy heart can be found

In the cavity of my chest

Compounding weight of my regret

Or it's just gravity at best

I'd invite you in but

Is there anything left

Is there anything left

Is there anything left

Is there anything left

Is there anything left

It don't feel right, no

But then again

I can't trust decisions made with my head

Think I'm conditioned to just bury what I feel instead

It stems from a calculated darkness

Though I'm hopeless, I'm not heartless

I wanted you but somehow

I still went and did the opposite

And honestly I'm scared of being seen and then discarded

So I silence my heart and uproot all the things we started

In favor of this fear disguised as comfort

It's ironic 'cause it got me this far

But it won't bring me farther

I've been running from these thoughts

Running in circles, 'catch my breath

And now that time has passed the moments that we spent

Is there anything left

Is there anything left

Is there anything left

Is there anything left

It don't feel right, no

Is there anything left

Is there anything left between you and I

Or me and you and my bed

How'd I get jaded

No you don't owe me anything

You're probably thinkin' that you wasted

All your time and energy on me

I don't blame ya if you wanna just become strangers

Transform this energy before it becomes dangerous

I wonder if you think about me, I confess

And I'm sorry for my inconsistence

It's these chemical imbalances

Or cycles of a past life lesson plan

I've been tryna find my way back

Take more chances

Instead of playing it safe or

Playing games with our heads

I don't wanna be ashamed anymore to open up

Release the pain thinkin' I'll never be enough

To be loved

I've been running from these thoughts,

Running in circles, 'catch my breath

And I'm sorry for all of the mess

Is there anything left

Is there anything left

Is there anything left

Is there anything left

It don't feel right, no

Is there anything left