THIS CAN'T BE GOOD FOR ME ft. Charloux Lyrics

Couldn't even learn how to like my voice

So I reached to deep inside and I felt white noise

But it's never enough, tough, tell myself

Astrid, got to learn to let it go

Let it go, got to learn to let it go

Almost fucking died a couple years ago

From a shot to the heart, self inflicted at that

Always give my damn best so I can never relax

My whole world feels so different now

I'm so sorry that I let you down, but

It was out of my hands

It was never my choice

All those fucking words weren't even my voice

I still wonder if you think about me

Every single time I post, I still think about it

Wonder if you heard my songs and what you'd think about it

If you knew how many were about you

I'm still overcame with all the doubt you

Lit inside my soul when I had you

Pick up all the pieces, fuck I had to

You don't wanna see me in a bad mood

You don't deserve my attention

Nor my time or my affection

The public wants to rip me to shreds

So I never give them ammunition

So they can't fuck me over

Couldn't even learn how to like my voice

So I reached to deep inside and I felt white noise

But it's never enough, tough, tell myself

Astrid, got to learn to let it go

Let it go, got to learn to let it go

Almost fucking died a couple years ago

From a shot to the heart, self inflicted at that

Always give my damn best so I can never relax

I mean what the fuck was that

Every other night's another panic attack

Fear I won't live up to my potential

Even a day off could be so detrimental

And that's real as fuck, they never cared to ask

So now they hold out their hands like I got money or something

And then little by little creates another fucking character

That I got to learn how to fit into

Couldn't even learn how to like my voice

So I reached to deep inside and I felt white noise

But it's never enough, tough, tell myself

Astrid, got to learn to let it go

Let it go, got to learn to let it go

Almost fucking died a couple years ago

From a shot to the heart, self inflicted at that

Always give my damn best so I can never relax