Beat Lyrics

Been feelin' beat, no instrumental

I need to get some shit off my mental

Heart turned cold, no more sentimental

Bottle it up, I'm so temperamental

It feel like hell, the shit that I've been through

Nobody listens, I need to vent too

So I turn distant, saying "I miss you"

But I don't trust them, I'm part of the issue

Don't trust myself, I know it ain't right

Don't wanna speak, I'd rather just write

Think of some bars and I talk to the mic

Throw on a beat and then call it a night

I'll deal with it all, some other time

Roll me a blunt, sit back and recline

I know that it's not, but I act like it's fine

So many falls and I'm still on the climb

So many L's, not talking bout J's

In a bad space, stuck in a daze

When is my time, been counting my days

Man up above, is all that I praise

Finding faith, I'm finding myself

Lace up my shoes, tighten my belt

Still by my lonely, I'm moving in stealth

Playing the hand that I was dealt

Been feelin' beat, no instrumental

I need to get some shit off my mental

Heart turned cold, no more sentimental

Bottle it up, I'm so temperamental

It feel like hell, the shit that I've been through

Nobody listens, I need to vent to

So I turn distant, saying "I miss you"

But I don't trust them, I'm part of the issue

Only got brothers, I don't need no friends

Don't fuck with you and I don't fuck with them

Keeping it real, I don't need to pretend

I've been this way since I was 10

Hurting myself, nobody hurt me

Get too involved, shit really irk me

Won't settle down, well she need to hurry

Can't let 'em down, my walls are too sturdy

Say that I will but I know I can't change

Driving me crazy, I'm feeling deranged

Could've been something, I'm stuck in this lane

Threw it away for fame and some chains

Don't want to slave for rest of my life

Took my own path, can't 9 to 5

Mama don't get it and neither do I

So many nights, I stayed up to cry

Questioning life and all of my choices

Choices, I had that turned into voices

Voices, I had that don't make no noises

All that I did is feel so pointless

One thing I know is I can't load that gun

End it for me but that pain is not done

Won't quit the race, I still haven't won

My ma need the world and I am a sun

Been feelin' beat, no instrumental

I need to get some shit off my mental

Heart turned cold, no more sentimental

Bottle it up, I'm so temperamental

It feel like hell, the shit that I've been through

Nobody listens, I need to vent to

So I turn distant, saying "I miss you"

But I don't trust them, I'm part of the issue

All this fake love been driving me crazy

Going in circles, I'm driving Mrs. Daisy

Still got the vision but shit getting hazy

Putting in work, they still say I'm lazy

Grip on the game, I ain't talking about jess-up

Fallin' be Heinz, they gotta catch up

Still got the Munchies I never get fed up

All that I've been through I still keep my head up

Came from the dirt, got it out the mud

Pockets on drought, now they on flood

I ain't a killa but don't touch my blood

Only smoke killa, no regular bud

Ain't taking shots, kill the whole bottle

Can't even walk, I move with a waddle

Hop in the whip, and step on the throttle

Not tryna be no role model

I am not something that you wanna be

This how I live, I'm just doing me

American dream, land of the free

Cali native, land of the tree

Turn my lungs black, black as my heart

Sometimes I wish that I could restart Keeping my cool and I'm playing it smart

But if we locked in, I'm playing my part