i'll love you (for now) Lyrics

I know I'm not what you want

I know I'm not what you fantasize of

You and I don't see eye to eye

But we fit just right

Yeah we love just fine

I know I'm not what you seek

I know I'm not what you ever dreamed of

We are two halves of a heart

But we'll never be for us

And I know you don't want to hurt me

I know that you don't want me sad

But it's my destiny

In this losing game i made

You and I were never meant to be

But things happened so naturally

I keep forgetting of who I am

Whenever I'm lost in your glance

I'll swallow my pride and drink my tears

So that you don't worry my dear

I'll love you for now until you find

Someone who loves you, treats you, hears you and cheers you

Cause that could never be me

I know I'm not what you desire

I know I'm not who you talk to me about

My heart melts away blindly

With every dream you share

With every love you say

I know you'll never see me

That I way I'd want you to see me

Why do I love so hard?

Why do I want to keep you safe?

Why would I take a bullet for you?

And I know you'll never love me

That way I passionately love you

It's the price that I pay

For speaking this way

You and I were never meant to be

But things happened so naturally

I keep forgetting of who I am

Whenever I'm lost in your glance

I'll swallow my pride and drink my tears

So that you don't worry my dear

I'll love you for now until you find

Someone who loves you, treats you, hears you and cheers you

Cause that could never be me

I hold on to the hope that one day

But I have to stop killing me softly

I die more and more while you're near me

I lead myself on but that's just my head

I find every way to discreetly say "I love you"

While you tell me all of your loves and your muse

I brush it all off but not enough to not deny

I'll never have a place in your heart or your life

You and I were never meant to be

But things happened so naturally

I keep forgetting of who I am

Whenever I'm lost in your glance

I'll swallow my pride and drink my tears

So that you don't worry my dear

I'll love you for now until you find

Someone who loves you, treats you, hears you and cheers you

Cause that could never be me

That could never be me

That could never be me

No matter how hard I try

No matter how hard I fight

No matter how hard I love and care