P. semilanceata ft. DeeJaySkullKid Lyrics

Yeah, they're trying to con and confuse me

I'm not sure what I'm doing

I'm not sure if I'm losing

And I'm quickly fucking bruising

Why you gotta be so choosy?

How you thought that that'd move me?

My god, you're such a floozy

And I ask to what end?

Not a point to make amends

Shit done feels of spatial rend

Watch the water flow

Watch it pool beneath again

Take off to the stars

I might even bring a friend

Tell 'em I'm fucking faded

I'm going like fucking Lain

All that you do is lay in

No release, just pain

Struggle to cope and it feels like

I'm just fucking faking

Staring at the moon again

Quivering, cold and shaken

Lost within a nightmare

And I'm wondering where the blade is

Let my sorrow run along

This skin I've carved for many wrongs

Huh

They don't even fucking get it

It's electric, it's dismissive

I'm screaming out the missive

But they're deaf and I am pensive

Prisoner in my mind

And I'm dying, I'm careening

Septim's coming though

Because I know that he is dreaming

Free me from this hole,

I think my fate's in the extremes

Shouldn't I feel clean?

How in the fuck I ain't dreaming?

Why in the fuck ain't I screaming?

Obliterate my being

Let me fade into the ceiling

Dissipate like Fury

But it's way too fucking early

Flourish in the pixels

But ejected prematurely

Find I'm acting churlish

How the fuck'd I get so surly?

Nourished in the manger

But my hair's a bit too curly

Serving down my time

That I earned with all my cursing

12-12 is nearing

And it's stupidly unnerving

Smudging my own over

So that I can feel purely

Let my soul go

And I'll find myself surely

Surely...