HEIDI. Lyrics

Snap backs, and backpacks

Vaping in the bathroom stall, with the crack rats

Homie's talking shit about this GIRLIE, "her ass fat"

Moved up from outta state, what I heard, somebody should show her around

Yeah I prolly threw my hoodie up and payed 'em no mind

I prolly played my favorite album like I did all the time

Cause there's a lot of shit I'm tryna block out my mind

Like how I go home to that alcoholic father of mine

There's fog in the air, that's the chill of September

The smell of manure comes in, and mix with the timber

And this the type of shit me and my homies remember

And for me, it brings the memory of something so tender

That's how I met ya

No no, no, no no no

That's how I met ya

Oh no, no no no, no no no no

You blew me away

Everybody left I just wish you woulda stayed

I just wanna be alone wit you for a day

Can't say it to your face, so I'll put you in the page

I keep you in my heart, and in my heart you'll stay

They say you fuck around with different dudes everyday

But I know you just looking for somebody to love

And don't nobody handle you the way that they should

But I could

I bit my tongue for a while

Passed you by with a smile

But I'm dying without ya, I need ya light right now

So I caught ya after school, in the parking lot

Please ignore my boys, those my dogs and they just bark a lot

I just wanna know if you'd kick it wit me after dark or not

Before I could finish, you cut me off just like the barber shop

And told me you was waiting on it

Yeah

Told me you was waiting for me-e-e

Summer came through, just like a southpaw

We started getting tacos and talking about ourselves more

Learned so much about ya, like how you can't tell ya left from ya right

And how ya parents sometimes fight, just like mine fight

Ya told me Oregon or Miami where you finna go

And I said I could follow you wherever, GIRL, just lemme know

But you didn't know

Yeah, you wasn't sure

Kinda broke me inside, but fuck it, I love you more then myself

I know I shouldn't but it couldn't be helped

GIRL you move right through me like da loop of my belt

Your face spread across outer space

Your body in my hands and I'm shaking

The stars are dancing off of your eyes

They get reflected in mine

I pulled you close and then I told you you mine

And we smiled, and we kissed

I felt the paradigm shift

I felt the planets align as the sky cracked into fifths

Then we cracked us a fifth

You know I've had me a bitch

But I ain't never had a WOMAN, that's some out of league shit

I ain't used to being loved back

And this the type of shit that make a thug crack

Yeah, wrapped up wit you in my bed, I kept the door locked

Momma she like you, can't fuck that up, better give 4 knocks

Time for you to go, best believe I'm on the floor

"Gotta let me go" yeah I heard that shit before

But you could stay 5 minutes though

When the shit got sticky

When tragedy hit me

When I took that car right off of the road, GIRL you was right there wit me

Looking at you from the hospital bed

And you was staring back at someone who's supposed to be dead

Ya tears up in my hands are something I can't forget

Like the kindness of ya mother or the taste of ya lips

Or the smell of your clothes

Or that cute little nose

Or the things you said to me up in those letters you wrote

Or the weight of your touch

Or the price of your trust

Or the fact that you don't like it when we fighting a bunch

Memories of you that Imma hold forever

It's over? Never, I won't forget 'em

Do you remember?