CONDOLENCES Lyrics

I can feel this conjuring outside my own existence

Like a ton of bricks it's on my chest, I feel the pressure

Almost pushed me over the edge with your lack of feelings

By myself because I know there ain't no one better

Own my own they took my gas I swear I felt the setup

Almost left him in a body bag, but it ain't worth it

I'm with *** we went M.I.A. we sip Prosecco

At lunardi's eating deep dish till my feeling surface

This shit really got me thinking

That bitch really got a way of getting under my skin deep

At some point, I'll dip out of town and nobody gon' know I'm leaving

Not believing in god as a kid they made me pledge allegiance

Constantly pushed in the deep end

I don't even get the reason why I'm stuck with demons

This really fucking killing me I feel like I'm not even breathing

Feelings surface then I dip out don't even know why I'm leaving

Casting out the rod I'm fishing for some feelings I can feel and

I got lesions on my mind from leach people stuck on me

I'm needing something different from this city air that I've been breathing

I got pressure on my chest sometimes I swear to god I struggle breathing

On the phone with hotlines, they give me some generic reason

I need more than that, maybe I need my fix cuz I've been feending

I got a feeling that this shit's not how you expected

Fuck you, and your opinion, giving your suggestions

Tired of your attitude towards what I invested

Give them all the smoke all angles leave them guessing

No threats I tell you how I feel I leave you restless

The truth stings like wasps you need epinephrine

Praying on my downfall won't happen you can test it

Precious feelings we shared but it abruptly ended

Your love's so real

Your love's so real

Why the fuck am I still sitting here writing my regrets

Thinking about you I need somebody new I refreshed

Love changed turning us love fiends to rejects

And preachers speaking our love pains I digress

And what do we love?

(we all face the question I think)

That's a very good question

I'm just on my way to find who I am as a person

You know?

I was talking to someone today

They told me that the answer to life and the key to life is

Love

That's what we all chase

Love is

Important for all of us