'Til I'm In My Grave ft. FISH Lyrics

The feeling was gone

The party was dead

The money was finished

I sat there thinking about my time

And all my indifference

Could I really get back home

Wit jelly for legs and Hennessy drippin yea

Thought about my pain

I felt these tears

I thought we was different

Romeo and his queen

I think of the scene

Whenever I miss it aye

Fallin out wit a dream

I took my lossess

Heavy as distant yea

And I keep it quiet

My friends don't notice

It ain't they mission

Yea

And mama had told me keep yourself

Safe from the ditches

The water is cold

The weather is hot

The sin is prescription yea

Every man is bold or think he God

You'll notice a syndrome aye

I just wanna keep mine safe

I pray to the stars

Somebody forgive me yea

Listen

It's tough out here but I

Can't get swole off vengeance

See it more as a tool I use

For the steps I'm taking

Aye

Feel like I'm on a Broadway stage

When I make this bacon

Quarterback still yea my first name Peyton

Yea Shaolin I could tell we still dangerous

Light work still when I count this paper

Yea

Diamonds all over my acres

Chef in the kitchen they call me the baker

May the field see all of my rangers

Cherokee Bill muffucka see danger yea

I give her somethin to pray for

Dream of them days I buy me a wraith or

Another slot to get a pay cut

Listen to me

I heard you was anxious

Ion blame you I pulled yo card

Paranoid tactics you all on guard

Fade or send yo ass up to the stars

I remember thinking we might've starved

Until I understood most dreams do lie

It's all up to me and my power of course

I'm steady as hand

I'm here with the force

All these years around

The sun I've lived

Daydreamed clouds

Would part my fears

Kept myself in a bottle of rage

I'll drink and sip until I flip my page

I'll spit on ashes till I'm in my grave

All my demons gather round my stage

We count lost souls so we look each way

Pay my dues I cannot be saved

Yea

The feeling was gone

The party was dead

The money was finished

I was stuck in the stars

The story is old

The issue was common aye

But I still got bread

The very next day

Boy I swear I'm a problem

Yea

I was down too long

Cause I swear to God

It like i was fallin ugh

Swear the feeling was gone

The party was dead

The money was finished aye

Say I'm takin my time

From this day forward

I notice the difference

Between floating and actually tryna survive

Whenever I'm missing

Put them boys on notice

I came here with Fish

No wonder I'm swimming

Got loyalty from my battalion

Yea forreal

Just tell us the mission

Hell yea nigga I walk wit wolves

Just so I can thrive

Take care of my innocent yea

I been on my own expedition

Trippin

Fallin

Standin

Life can be so demanding

All these years around

The sun I've lived

Daydreamed clouds

Would part my fears

Kept myself in a bottle of rage

I'll drink and sip until I flip my page

I'll spit on ashes till I'm in my grave

All my demons gather round my stage

We count lost souls so we look each way

Pay my dues I cannot be saved