Letter To Myself Lyrics

Letter to myself I need help

I done lost friends and myself

Looking for help

All this pain that I feel

Gotta take it myself

I know you wanna help me

But help yourself

Slyimo you are so strong

Battling all these demons

I just gotta give thanks to God my nigga

All this pain that I feel

Swear to God it can't be

Yeah it really can't bro but for real

Yeah, listen

I was at my lowest they still saw me high

Holding on to myself that's what got me right

I don had too many sleepless nights

I was on my bed asking why

No tears I couldn't cry

Had to make peace with my eyes

Just same way I had to make peace with the lies

Still need closure in myself

So in the studio I cry

Letter to myself I need help

I done lost friends and myself

Looking for help

All this pain that I feel

Gotta take it myself

I know you wanna help me

But help yourself

They think I'm crazy cause all I care about is me

How I'm a selfish when I all I want is the best for me

Opportunist I done seen them around me my nigga

Then you go look at me with a serious face and tell me that you care abt me

I know if I can't help you you won't help me

But still want the best from me

So tell me who's really selfish my nigga

Only YouTube cause I don't give a fuck about no streams

You know this shit real when it comes straight from the heart

Been a long journey

My best friend told me I need therapy and I think that he's right

Got so much pain inside me I wonder if I'll be alright

Letter to myself I need help

I done lost friends and myself

Looking for help

All this pain that I feel

Gotta take it myself

I know you wanna help me

But help yourself

I lost my grandma and it's still fucking with me slime

She was the strongest women I knew even though I knew her for a short time

This letter got me really talking my shit my nigga

My daddy still hiding shit from me I know he's is pain my nigga

Don't worry I got you

Tryna be a better man so I'm still grateful my nigga

And to my mom I love you dearly

I know you wishing the best for me

Shout out to Nashy we been through a lot and yet she's always down for me

When I cry and breakdown all she gotta do is hold me

I don't trust nobody

So I put hope in my family nigga

Letter to myself I need help

I done lost friends and myself

Looking for help

All this pain that I feel

Gotta take it myself

I know you wanna help me

But help yourself

Hate most these bitches online that think they lit

A few views got you thinking you the shit

Then you go be rude to your fans like they ain't made you lit

I see your flaws my friend

Hold my hand we repent

I know these views the attention

Make you feel better than your friends

Deep down so important

Outside craving importance

All this shit mean nothing

It really mean nothing