Overthinking Lyrics

'Cause I'm sitting here overthinking, writing you a goodbye card

Bottle of Jack I'm drinking, how can I start this line off

By the time that you hear this, I would probably be sky gone

And what that really means is, I'm about to see my God

But fear not 'cause I'm a fly on, into another world

But that doesn't mean I said I'm gone

Only means that my times comes, still am here as you life guard

Holdin' you into my arms, a shoulder for you to cry on

But that's all me reminiscin'

None of that ever happened, I'm still alive and I'm bitchin'

Wondering how you lasting a day with me

'Cause I'm acting like a fucking fool, imagine if I hear you out and listen

To everything that you told me

I'd probably be a better person against the demons below me

I just allow them to come up and take my brain and control me

But you know me better than anyone

You helpin' to hold me

When I fall to me knees

Was picked apart 'til I'm shattered and all that's left was debris

I'm fuckin' beggin' to heaven, hopin' that someone can see

This fuckin' pain that I'm in but nobody's answering me

But then I meet you one week

And then we instantly talked a lot and it helped me to be

A better person, I was able now to walk on feet

Realizing all along, that you the missing piece that need

But I'm sitting here overthinking

All the pain to you I caused, the party that was on the weekend

I fucked up and yeah it's my fault

'Cause then I hide all this love that I would have for you, every time that I talk

Wish I could see right through your eyeballs

And walk inside your shoes to get a feel, before then I fall

'Til my back is against the sidewalk

And when I'm broke to get up, I know there's someone that I'd call

And if someone talks you down and

Lays a finger right on you, I'll beat the fuckin' shit out 'em

I know I am annoying whenever I am around

If you feelin' different about me, just know I made this album for you

To show you how much that you really mean

I'd take a fuckin' bullet to my chest and I let it bleed

And worry more about you, and less just about me

I'm a fuckin' mess, but with you I'm always feelin' clean

No longer an alcoholic

I can thank you for that 'cause your helping really solved it

No more trips to the office, 'cause therapy I didn't call in

Savin' all of this money that's buried inside my wallet

Don't want you outta this picture

Need you more in my life so, I'ma keep sticking with ya

Fuck everybody else though, they didn't help me to get to

Where I'm at in this moment, you know you the only mixture

And I apologize in advance

If I don't show you affection by huggin' or holdin' hands

It's probably 'cause I'm exhausted, it's not that I fuckin' can't

I'll always give you my effort, as long as I have this chance

'Cause there's no one else that is above you

Maybe family and God, but you equal to them too

Always know how to come through

Thank you for being just you

'Cause at the end of the day, I'm gonna always love you