Another 1 Lyrics

Yeah, Big Prof, Sircuit Breaker, O.W.E., yo, yo

You see the battle with my shadow, asking why did I have to

Focus on illusions and the frames just collapse through

I can't relax, I'll relapse like I have to

Corrupted, it's just what you get when bills past due

Can't press rewind to remind of a better time

Made this bed of mine, should've woke up ahead of time

Lying to myself, thinking I didn't lie to you

Now we're weathering the storm, trying to ride it through

Should've listened when they say I'm proud of you

Now all I can hear is how could you

Own worse enemy, loved ones and friends of me

Anything good was like facade or pretend to be

Now everything changed in the memory

Try to find a remedy, but should protect the energy

Owe you apologies, but they ain't gon' fix

Now every thought of you is weighing on my chest

You see it's over, but I sobered up

Can't give you closure, cause now I'm doing what I was supposed to have done

Too little, too late, temptation bested me

Now the more you see, you thinking less of me

I cursed who was blessing me

And you didn't see this side of me when you was laying next to me

It's like I was trying to fuck it up desperately

And find ways to blame you instead of me

Narcissistic cause I only saw myself

You was the solution, but I had more problems still

It happened fast, but now time moves still

Shouldn't have let you down when I promised help

I used to pride myself in what I just denied myself

And now the damage done, so it's like might as well

Sometimes love blinds and you surprise yourself

Sometimes it's just lust and you gotta find yourself

Held me down when I ain't have a pot to piss in

Contradiction, the freedom I thought was prison

But even before that, I forgot my mission

So I got caught up like it was competition

Thinking that I had to get my numbers up

But I was getting number and it undercut

Everything you thought I won at, was running up

Cause I just lost one and became another one

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