decay in the light of day (fuck you, fuck you) Lyrics

It really used to bother me

That we don't talk anymore

But I'm beginning to realize

That wishing you'd care

Is a waste of my precious time

I feel so sad about

So many things

Caring as much as I do

Is taking it's apathetic toll on me

I can't control your past decisions

I don't blame myself for incisions

You made

Just to watch me squirm

And decay in the light of day

Fuck you

Fuck you

How fucking could you

I feel sick when

I remember how

I opened up and

Watched you chow down

On all my insides

I have no secrets

Left to hide

Congrats

You're a rat

I won't kill myself to

Keep you alive

When I slow down and think about

How many times you screwed me over

I get angry and upset and wish

I'd had the guts

To stand up and spit on

Every single lie

You really made me wanna die

But now you don't get to decide

When I wake up my life is mine

Fuck you

Fuck you

How fucking could you

I feel sick when

I remember how

I opened up and

Watched you chow down

On all my insides

I have no secrets

Left to hide

Congrats

You're a rat

I won't kill myself to

Keep you alive

I'm running, running running

It feels so funny, funny, funny

That you're not coming, coming, coming

It's finally sunny, sunny sunny

I

Cannot fathom

Anything

You say

We're from two

Different dimensions

I know we're better off

This way

I'm proudly

reinvented

I know

You'll never change

That's

Gotta

Be

So

Boring

Fuck you

Fuck you

How fucking could you

I feel sick when

I remember how

I opened up and

Watched you chow down

On all my insides

I have no secrets

Left to hide

Congrats

You're a rat

I won't kill myself to

Keep you alive