Arrhythmia to Arrest Lyrics

I feel so alone

I am pressured into my soul

My social circle is now a kill circle

Using everything they can against me

I'm breaking under pressure

The pressure to perform

The ability to impress

There's nothing here for me anymore

I can't scream out my madness

I won't scream out my pain

I don't know how much more heartbreak

I can sustain

I wish I could be happy again

It's getting very hard to pretend

Why won't I let myself free

From this crushed being I call me

Gaslighting myself

Into existence

I'm not breathing on my own

My presence brings arrhythmia to arrest

The long days bring uncertainty

With no hope on the horizon

My inner demons are screaming at me

They tell me words to say

Just when I thought I'd rid the pain

The rain began to fall

I try so hard to escape

But I'm trapped within these walls

The noose is around my neck

It's chocking out my last breath

Bare witness to a private execution

Do you know what it's like

To take your final stride

For the darkness to cover over your vision?

I wish I could be happy again

It's getting very hard to pretend

Why won't I let myself free

From this crushed being I call me

Gaslighting myself

Into existence

I'm not breathing on my own

My presence brings arrhythmia to arrest

The long days bring uncertainty

With no hope on the horizon

My inner demons are screaming at me

They influence the words I say

Just when I thought I'd rid the pain

The rain began to fall

I try so hard to escape

But I'm trapped within these walls

I wish I could let go

I wish I could let go

I wish I could be set free

I wish I could be set free

I'm set free

The pain was drowned out

By the blast of a bass drum

Giving my devil horns; screaming my songs

This is the new man

The heavy side of me is about to implode

Unleashing hell upon those who fail me

Beware the wrath in store