If I Die Lyrics

If i die know I see you in the coffin

I can't cry know I gotta keep it calm and

Watch the words that I speak

Know I gotta keep the peace

For the people I don't wanna see worry

Don't worry bae your face is blurry

Memories get foggy when you tell me tell me this ain't what you wanted

Fix myself and cut my heart

Beat myself up in the dark

Cry myself to sleep at night

And see how long until I'm on this self destructive path

I wanna be alone but in your arms

I swear to god I'm just so lost and numb

This seems so wrong

At least I know I'm fucking up

All the time I wanna run

But I know you see nothing wrong

At least that's what you say but I can't help but feel like I'm the problem

If i die know I see you in the coffin

I can't cry know I gotta keep it calm and

Watch the words that I speak

Know I gotta keep the peace

For the people I don't wanna see worry

I swear you like me more when I think about dying

Bright lights shining now I'm high like Goliath

Overdose on DMT and feel like I'm flying

But baby this ain't heaven it's the death of a mindset

If I die know I see you in the coffin

If you cry know I gotta keep it calm and

Watch the words that I speak

Know I gotta keep the peace

For the people I don't wanna see worry

If i die know I see you in the coffin

I can't cry know I gotta keep it calm and

Watch the words that I speak

Know I gotta keep the peace

For the people I don't wanna see worry