Broken (but alive) Lyrics

I'm lying here, staring at the ceiling

Neither alive nor dead,illusions fill my head

My mouth is shut, while I am screaming

No words, no sound, and I am not dreaming

The demons in my head, they won't leave me alone

I fear I'm falling into the unknown

So bad, trapped in my mind, weird illusions making me blind

I'm dead in my mind, I'm broken but alive

Despite my state of mind, I try to break this silence

Beyond the wall of dreams, I hear a distant scream

Dark clouds, they rise above me

Like in my dreams, they keep me away

The demons in my head, they won't leave me alone

I fear I'm falling into the unknown

So bad, trapped in my mind, weird illusions making me blind

I'm dead in my mind, I'm broken but alive

So bad, trapped in my mind, weird illusions making me blind

I'm dead in my mind, I'm broken but alive

I die alone, staring at the ceiling

A step away from death, depressions fill my head

Dark clouds, they surround me

As I hear, my distant scream

The demons in my head, they won't leave me alone

This time I'm walking, out of my own

So bad, trapped in my mind, weird illusions making me blind

I'm dead in my mind, I'm broken but alive

So bad, trapped in my mind, weird illusions making me blind

I'm dead in my mind, I'm broken but alive

Translated by Releska