outtaplace (nightcore) Lyrics

Just moved out my parent's house

I'm twenty now

Took a gap year hopin' it would split the clouds

Everything's a worry

Everything's so blurry

Wishin' my life would soon start turnin' (yuh)

And I still feel so outta

Place I'm not workin' hard enough

And I wish nobody

Knew my face

Anxiety just keeps buildin' up

Build build buildin' up

Build build buildin' up

Build build buildin' up

I wonder if they know exactly what they meant to me

We were young and dumb, but unafraid of anything

And I've been thinkin' back on all the fucked up shit we did

It didn't end perfect

I think it was worth it

But now I'm just tryna make amends

And I don't even like bein' out in the public

Prolly catch me dead before you find me at the function

Missin' all the friends I lost cause I fall in love quick

Somethin' that I must fix yeah

Did it all to myself

Got nobody I could blame for all the damage I dealt so I'm gone

Still stuck tryna move on

Outta luck stay steady on my own yeah

Six-thirty on my phone, yeah

And I pray to God I made it to the mornin'

Finally figure out the truth that I distorted

I was lost thinkin' that they weren't important (nah)

Back then it was crazy

Tryna figure out which was the fakest lately

Everything started changin'

Now I wish I had it back even if they fuckin' hate me