stoned before i function Lyrics

Remember what was said about you

When darkness was all around you

And nobody believed in your sobriety

Remember how your soul allowed you

To feel new when I found you

To bask in all your sadness

And make love to the madness

Baby I don't feel like falling

Wading in the winter water

Maybe when I reach the shore line

You will be there waiting

I don't wanna be a martyr

Stagnant with my trauma

Holding on to nothing

Stoned before I function

Stoned before I function

Maybe God was testing you

For shaming all the best of you

Hiding from the pictures

Chopping up your mixtures

What if I up and left with you

Fed into the depths with you

Left with no conditions

Money or prescriptions

Baby I don't feel like falling

Wading in the winter water

Maybe when I reach the shore line

You will be there waiting

I don't wanna be a martyr

Stagnant with my trauma

Holding on to nothing

Stoned before I function

Time don't forget

Keep your regrets

Keep inhaling

Final reset

Keeping in check

I keep failing