ampersand Lyrics

If this were a movie, I'd just go on a walk

In real life, I wanna tell you to fuck off

If I were an actor, I could probably fake it

But for now, I'll just lay here and feel myself hate it

You always get your way

See how long I'll stay

Are we just nerve endings touching hands

With you riding shotgun and me making plans

Oh

I'm tired of asking you to turn off the hall light

As if that small action makes everything alright

Always think we'll be fine once you fall asleep

Your breath on my neck, at least we're not arguing

You always get your way at the end of the day

Are we just chemicals touching hands

Drove straight into traffic, but it's part of your plan

Oh, and I wish I could tell you I'm sorry again

But it just comes off as conceited

And I wish I could tell you I wanna stay friends

But we both know I would not mean it

And I'll never touch the brakes

Closed eyes for your sake

But I'll sew my fingertips in your hand

I'll leave them there as an ampersand

It'll leave a scar, but that's part of the plan