Running Still Lyrics

I know I'm faded

Still lost in maze

I'm slowly breaking

Running still

Right now my head is banging

Pills to go to sleep to escape don't wake me

Cus when I wake Depression starts to hit me,

Starving to eat me, self hate awaits me

From head to toe Underneath me

On my knees in my feels tears keeps dripping

I question God I don't know if I believe in

Nature cheats me Fuck the air I'm Breathing

I'm an open book i don't know if you can read me

Open secrets laying down in lyrics

Lines in lyrics leads the path I'm paving

These feels do not support hand shaking

From my mind down to my soul I'm wrecking

Like a wrecking ball all these walls I'm kicking

All your touches felt in romances

Dealt with me like finding x in mathematics

Is that so huh?

I know I'm faded

Still lost in maze

I'm slowly breaking

Running still

I'm stressed I'm stuck

I'm loosing my sanity

I don't even roll with my self

I hate my skin it so frosty being somebody else

Ignoring signs, crossing boundaries

Shoutout to my mental health

I hurt my friends if i must confess

I don't give a fuck who's next

I'm stuck on my bed

It's hell in a cell

I loved her to death

She hurt me to death

Falling out with friends

This pain gotta end

Can't get out my shell

I'm clouded in fears

Damn

I perceive everyone as a threat

May my days be long

To devil, my soul ain't for sale

I know I'm faded

Still lost in maze

I'm slowly breaking

Running still

I know I'm faded

Still lost in maze

I'm slowly breaking

Running still

Thank you Jesus