Learned My Lesson Lyrics

I learned my lesson

Nobody is to blame

Except for you

You spread your darkness like a disease

And you offer your body as the only remedy

I believe

I believe there's a other side

I see the pain in my depression, I can't let it ride

I know my eyes hella red from me shedding these tears

Got me thinking bout my friends, yeah I wish you were here

I'm still tryna find some hope in my soul, I know

I been tryna reach out, and you so cold

Then I say I love you, you don't ever say you love me

We ain't spendin' time, you puttin' everyone above me

Le-Learned my lesson

I guess I'm not special

And it's a lesson I learned, hate to see it all burn

Except for you

I sabotage myself when I need it the most

Sp-Spread your darkness

I see the darkness so close and I ain't letting it go, unless I'm letting you go

As the only remedy

Can't leave it all up in the past, you know I'm good for that

I need your company, you took it back, look at that

Can't tell me how you feel because you're scared of your emotions

Life is just a trip, and I'm tired roller coastin'

Keep me all up on the edge, how'd I even get here

Bout to jump off of this cliff, ain't nothing to fear

But if I drop and grow wings, Imma fly right up out of here

I gave it all I got, now I'm out of tears

Le-Learned my lesson

I guess I am so special

And it's a lesson I learned, I ain't watching it burn

Except for you

I believe in myself that's when I need it the most

Sp-Spread your darkness

I see the light is so close and I ain't letting it go, yeah I'm just letting it grow

As the only remedy

I learned my lesson

We're all trying to hide

Doing the best we can

In order to survive

But some of keep it simple

Some of us really see

We tell half of the story

So we take the things we need