2am Thoughts Lyrics

Told you right away

I was learning and growing

Ima get past this pain

Knowing it's showing

(Yeah, yeah okay)

Gotta keep going and going

Now you tryna tell me that I was being mean

We both know you know what mean look like

We both know that it isn't me

I know you can't see what I see

I gave you everything

I'd give you anything

Tryna tell me I only did that

Towards the end of things

I told you that I was growing

Sorry that's when you noticed

And I don't understand the hostility

Who's in your ear whispering

This ain't the you I knew

What happened to civility

I ain't the greatest and I know it

Sometimes my problems are showing

Sometimes anxiety blows it

Sometimes depression takes over

Once you told me that you never had the want to die

You didn't understand my suffering

Sorry I wasn't around all the time

My happiness was buffering

That's because I been through my shit

Only got so much I'm able to give

But I still gave you everything

And that's you became to me

You said that we'd still be friends

No matter what anybody thinks

Apparently that just wasn't true

So who can I trust if not you

And when I get my wings Ima go and see my baby

You welcome to join me

I'd prefer for us not to be broken

All I want is peace

And I want to thank my Papa

I know you taking care of my baby

So, when I know I'm ready to fly

Ima meet you both right in the sky

Like baby, daddy's coming

Don't you be tripping

Your momma got a beautiful soul

Make sure you listen

I'm sorry we didn't talk about you much

I kept that distant

But you was on my mind every day

Let me know if you can put me in the right direction

When I do wrong, hit me with corrections

I wonder if you can read my mind

But you probably already know about my wine collection

Like

Baby's first breath

Baby's first steps

Baby's first wordplay

Baby's first birthday

Milestone shit

Pop it open when you thirsty

And I love your momma

Know I always will

I hope she can be cool with me like back in 2020

Wouldn't that be something

Baby, wouldn't that be lovely

Recognized my flaws

I was steady fixing'em

Giving it my all

Guess I wasn't quick enough

But that ain't my fault

Good things take time

It's all I would want

But we on different grinds

You saying I didn't put you first in my life

You saying that you was always second

Thing is you wasn't even numbered

You were the eggs in my breakfast

You were the indent of my pillow where my neck is

You were the gas that was always in my engine

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I know I'm not good at showing things that I've mentioned

You told me move on

That'll take time

You'll always be in my heart

'Cause it wasn't mine

You'll always be in my ears

'Cause I love to rhyme

If you ever hear this project

I know you may hate me

That's the vibe I'm getting lately

But I love you

And you don't gotta love me back

I just want friendship

I just want peace

(I'm getting lately)

(I love you and you don't gotta love me back)

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(I just want peace)