Off The Deep End Lyrics

Late night I lost count of all my drinks

All these expectations I've been trying to meet

So much pressure growing up I didn't need

Wondering if this is where I'm supposed to be

Another weekend over thinking

All these critics want to throw me off the deep end

I could really care less who I'm pleasing

I just want to chase dreams l believed in

But I don't want to walk around living wasted

I just want to wake up say I made it

Everyday grow hard to keep my patience

All I got is myself when the day ends

If you wonder what I did to ease the pain

I bought Bacardi and I mixed with lemonade

I'm optimistic that tomorrow I'm going to change

Tell the critics get the fuck up out my face

Counseling to open up more, trying but I can't

My ex said that I work too hard, but she don't understand

I grew up with no father figure, forced to be a man

No time for explanations I've accepted who I am

So watch me hold it all in, won't notice till it builds up

Pouring alcohol until it's flooded in my system

Trouble with these rules

Man I don't need no therapist

This instrumentals only one that I've been talking to

Late night I lost count of all my drinks

All these expectations I've been trying to meet

So much pressure growing up I didn't need

Wondering if this is where I'm supposed to be

Another weekend over thinking

All these critics want to throw me off the deep end

I could really care less who I'm pleasing

I just want to chase dreams l believed in

But I don't want to walk around living wasted

I just want to wake up say I made it

Everyday grow hard to keep my patience

All I got is myself when the day ends

If you wonder what I did to ease the pain

Picked up the bottle and I poured it down the drain

All I needed was a little bit of faith

Critics talking but this time I walk unfazed

I don't want to drink no more, I can feel me fading slow

Take advantage of me when my mental state is vulnerable

I can't get too comfortable, sharing feeling's personal

Downed too many just one more's

This damage ain't reversible

Pain is temporary, but my legacy's forever

Spilling all my thoughts on songs is how I handle pressure

Took a couple months to sober up I'm feeling good

Watch me accomplish everything I dreamed they said I never would

Late night I lost count of all my drinks

All these expectations I've been trying to meet

So much pressure growing up I didn't need

Wondering if this is where I'm supposed to be

Another weekend over thinking

All these critics want to throw me off the deep end

I could really care less who I'm pleasing

I just want to chase dreams l believed in

But I don't want to walk around living wasted

I just want to wake up say I made it

Everyday grow hard to keep my patience

All I got is myself when the day ends

If you wonder what I did to ease the pain

I take a look at all the progress that I've made

Silenced doubters, I deserve to celebrate

Won't go there, can't go there no no