oliver Lyrics

We had so many plans

It's so sad to say that it all came to an end

And while I try to understand just how you possibly did this

I'ma just let the piano play for a minute

Just listen

I'm so fucking sorry

I'm sorry you can't be here, and

I'm sorry that I can't hold you in my arms

My dear little Ollie

You would have been so precious

Mom and I always said that we would love and protect you

But things are so different now

It's just so wild

My child

You were supposed to be a mama's boy

To be wrapped up in her arms while I'm cleaning the toys

Your brothers and sister crawling along on the floor

And in your baby blue eyes, mom said she'd adore because they'd be like mine

And your freckled little face

We were supposed to have a love that we could never replace

But things are so damn different now

Yeah, they're so different now

All the trips we had planned will never be acted out

Man, we had your whole life written down

And now, I'm sitting here alone in this room

Forced to think of what could have been

That was taken too soon

My sweet boy

Mom called me her sweet boy

Then went and played with my heart like it was one of your damn toys

I can't do this anymore

We were supposed to be a family

Had every moment planned out

Little Ollie, understand me

I never wanted to abandon you but Mommy left the family

Left me broken, left me beaten, and she cheated.

Man, I'm rambling, but she'd never raise you like that

And now we are stuck with the fact that Mommy fucked it all up

Man, she fucked it all up.

She promised us forever

But now it's just this letter

And we'll never get to love you

I loved you