saudade Lyrics

Spent a couple hundred now I'm feeling like myself again

Don't like how I look so I just hide my face with Vetements

Put the bullshit to my back like I threw on a cardigan

We were meant to be but now you don't even call me a friend

Why do you keep calling me to talk, it just don't make no sense

I thought you were happier with him is all that just pretend

It might be delusion do you wanna be with me again?

Talking out of turn and now you won't even speak to me yeah

Do you ever reminisce about the time we used to spend?

Do you ever think about the shit that we both used to have?

Yes I let the dream create a fantasy inside my head

Somewhere in the universe, you're with me and we're holding hands

I believe in soul ties

Times we used to slow dance

Everything one-sided

Maybe you might feel the same

I believe in your lies all the things I can't stand

Hearing that you branched out, you caused me my migraines

And I can't imagine this

If we never met

Where would we be now

Couple songs ago it was really You and Me

Couple months ago I was making XTC

Called my friend and played some music from my heart I had to speak

That's my Florida boy, he my kin, he my wing

I've been going hard, had to make sure you could see

It's been a long time since we've seen each other limousine

Tried to see you when I could but you went far from me

Instead I paid a visit to my twin down in Tallahassee

Let me ask you one question

Who treated you right?

Who got you that Saint Laurent for your birthday underneath the lights?

Who's the one who loved you through it all

Even through the night when you tried to end it all

I was there when it was quiet

But you gon' tell me you were right

But we were the ones exiled

And I can't imagine this

If we never met

Where would we be now

And I can't imagine this

If we never met

Where would we be now