Thoughts in My Mind 3 Lyrics

How many times you went broke then got it all back

How long's it been since you got a call from your dad

How many months has it been since you became single

I've been committed, now it's too late to go back

Big dreams, little support, my life's a story

My life's been a beautiful struggle, it's allegory

Married to the game, my only holy matrimony

They say I'm insane, it's getting harder to ignore them

Listen, I'm not perfect, but I love well

Most of these bitches only want me because I fuck well

Deep down inside, I want a wife, but I'm not compelled

To give my soul to a woman that makes my life hell

That's why I'm quick to cut off people these days

The same people that say they'll be there forever will never stay

They'll go behind your back and proceed to ruin your name

I'm really big on reciprocation these days

Why I spend money on people who spend on me too

You say you're depressed, that's okay, homie, me too

So many emotions I keep suppressed, cause they're evil

Got me thinking I've got to talk more to Jesus

How many times you went broke then got it all back

How long has it been since you got a call from your dad

How many months has it been since you became single

I've been committed, now it's too late to go back

How many times you went broke then got it all back

How long has it been since you got a call from your dad

How many months has it been since you became single

I've been committed, now it's too late to go back

This is the message to all my ex-friends and exes

Enjoy your choices cause I'ma make you regret em

I'ma have your kids and your children's kids singing lessons

I'ma fuck your bitch and have your bitch raising my children

I'm in villain mode, just a product of what you did to me

You can have my bitch, I want the glory, she ain't shit to me

No one's gonna remember your name and here's your epiphany

You're going down broke, I'm going down in history

I'm the only reason half you artists stay relevant

Show me your top 5, I promise you I'm not impressed with them

While all you rappers punching in, show me your penmanship

I'll play your music and go to sleep, you're such a sedative

I slept on the floor in my studio for almost one year

Contemplate suicide everyday, my life's been unfair

I've been to hell and back and back again, I don't got fear

I don't know where you weak boys came from, but I'm not from there

How many times you went broke then got it all back

How long has it been since you got a call from your dad

How many months has it been since you became single

I've been committed, now it's too late to go back