What Now? Lyrics

I don't wanna be twenty-something

I'm still in my head about

Seventeen in my bedroom talking

You said that by now we'd

Beat the walls of our shared apartment

You're still everything I wanted

I think we could work it out

So what are you doing now

Tell me what you're doing now

Do you really see me in the underground

Do you really see me trying to make it out

I tried to be the better one for you

But you just didn't see

How much I adored you, how much I loved you

How much that crutch said

Now I just can't go back

To the way it used to be

So I'm sitting back, I'm just taking ecstasy

Pouring on the lean, put it in my double cup

Eyes lining my kidneys, getting fucked up

But I hate it how I have to go on without you

I can't do it all alone

I can't do it all alone

I just wanna find my way back to you

But you don't love me too

I don't wanna be twenty-something

I'm still in my head about

Seventeen in my bedroom talking

You said that by now we'd

Beat the walls of our shared apartment

You're still everything I wanted

I think we could work it out

So what are you doing now

Tell me what are you doing now

Why do you have me in this drought

I've been screaming, let me out

I love you with all my heart

I'm tearing myself apart

For the one I had since the start

The one that made me believe in

The stars that you used to look at

Now I'm sitting here looking to the moon

Wondering, do you see it too

I just wanna see this through

I really do love you

Do you love me too

I don't wanna be twenty-something

I'm still in my head about

Seventeen in my bedroom talking

You said that by now we'd

Beat the walls of our shared apartment

You're still everything I wanted

I think we could work it out

So what are you doing now