high school parking lot Lyrics

Driving to the high school parking lot in the middle of the night just think on it

Wonder if I'll ever find answers, wonder why it's so damn hard

They say the past can't you anymore but I'm not sure if I believe them

They say the past can't hurt you anymore

But have you seen all my demons

If he doesn't love you you better learn love yourself

If he doesn't love you, leave him there, find somewhere else

It's not like I'm at a loss for words, just too scared to say the ones on the tip of my tongue

There's no pain like knowing what you want and knowing you can't have it you could hear a pin drop

And realistically my insecurities are just a million irrelevant things

If he doesn't love you you better learn love yourself

If he doesn't love you, leave him there, find somewhere else

I was thinking to myself just the other day, when is it ever gonna stop

The doubt in myself and the fear that all is lost

I was thinking to myself just the other day how I kinda hate you now

'Cause you think you're so damn cool, think you got it all figured out

Just a collage of thoughts

A fine line between right and wrong

If he doesn't love you ,you better learn love yourself

If he doesn't love you, leave him there, find somewhere else

Won't let you invalidate me not anymore

I felt myself push through the cracks and fall through the floor

In my dreams I was right there moving on

In my dreams you were right there watching me walk off

I tell myself, I tell myself: If you can find your way out these things won't matter in a year from now

But you better learn to love yourself before you lower your standards for someone else

If you find your way out these things won't matter in a year from now

Good things take time

Leave it behind and close the door

Sometimes you wonder what it's all for

Driving to the high school parking lot in the middle of the night just to think on it