seattle weather Lyrics

You say that you forgive me, but I don't

I say I'll change, but I know I won't

I won't let myself hurt you again

I'd rather take the blade and push it in

This Seattle weather's still too warm

for a heart as cold as mine

I won't let you wear that crown of thorns

I'm not worth the time, I'd rather die

My humanity is bleeding out

There's tears still streaking down your cheek

I'm lashing out to cover how I've grown so weak

I'll just strangle out the breath that's filling up your lungs

Watch you turn away and realize

What have I done

Girl, I'm horrible

A monster

I'm a parasite

How can you sleep when you're laying next to me at night

The words I used were like some daggers

I just cut through

I'll turn them on myself and take the pain I gave you

I don't deserve the love that you give me

You'll be better off if you leave

I'm just sick beyond belief

Just walk away and let me bleed

You say that you forgive me, but I don't

I say I'll change, but I know I won't

I won't let myself hurt you again

I'd rather take the blade and push it in

This Seattle weather's still too warm

for a heart as cold as mine

I won't let you wear that crown of thorns

I'm not worth the time, I'd rather die