The Towel Lyrics

I really want to die sometimes, but I don't want my mother to cry

I don't want to do a suicide, but I get why some people try

Morbid thoughts that I never had, when my destiny was truly sad

I could always have a change of heart, but it won't be the positive kind

Disassociating, forever contemplating, throwing in the towel

I used to have a backup plan, and a plan when that didn't work out

Every one of them was self-destruction, head never leaving the clouds

Keep it going, keep your brain from thinking. Keep them coming, keep the whole room drinking

Thinking's all I ever do these days, and it keeps all my friends away

Disassociating, forever contemplating, throwing in the towel

I bet it's been a while since you took some time for yourself

And I know it's been a minute since you shook the proverbial lint trap out

There is no limit on how long you can use the same towel

If your mental hygiene stinks, I hope you can wash that stain out

Somedays I wanna buy that farm, but who's gonna water my plants?

Tomorrow may not be a better day, but I guess I'm gonna take that chance

Disassociating, forever contemplating, starting another cycle, or throwing in the towel