she forgot that i existed Lyrics

she forgot that i existed - Josiah MacCartney

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As you promised me that I was more than all the miles combined

You must have had yourself a change of heart like halfway through the drive

Because your voice trailed off exactly as you passed my exit sign

Kept on driving straight and left our future to the right

Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can’t face

And memories are something even smoking weed does not replace

And I am terrified of weather ’cause I see you when it rains

And doc told me to travel but there’s COVID on the planes

yeah, running through sticks, cut off my friends as I'm caught in the mix

Hoping for classes but, I only get problems whenever I call she left me drunk dialled

hey, you were the hole in my heart that I needed filled for all of my life

remember the talks by the fire where we would feel happy every night

all these plans that we had yeah, we keep me feeling like I was the man

now, I'm not

I'm just her ex who was too dumb like no other had

waiting for you by the river like we were just kids once there was no one else here

cause you are my forever girl, nothing compares to the way I loved her

some thought if I put something good in all my thought then I could cancel all the darkness, I inherited it from dad

no, I am no longer funny cos I miss the way you laugh

once called me forever and now, you still can't call me back

I thought if I try hard enough, you'd really come back

sit in my room whenever you text me like I am insane, gonna relapse

needed that happiness felt when we're young, all the emotions never was wrong

follow the sorrow I felt moving on, the love that we built on top of this song

times that you hugged me in the middle of chaos

reading together, two birds in a nest

made it through life with you by my side and all of the times, you were my best friend

losing myself to the touch of her skin cause I gave my heart to the person within

summer was great but, everything ends

I'll write you more songs and few letters again

oh my guys, I'm gonna say something..from the bottom of my heart

I think you're lucky if you got one time in your life to find the one

I think if you fuck it up, you'll never find that one again

you might go the rest of your life wondering" was that the one, did I miss her?"

you know why I'm proud of you Sam?

you know why I love you so fucking much?

if something's right there in Front of you, you go after it and get it.

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