Valentine's Day Without the Valentine's Lyrics

I'm really not the man

That I told you I am

And if you gave a damn

You would believe me

Sitting in my hearse

As I'm writing this verse

Get me to a church

So you can forgive me now

Looking back at life

And I finally feel

Just too broke to ever feel

This way what can I say

String me up and gut me

Searching for the love

That I lost before

I guess I just don't care no more

Okay what can I say

Please just stop the fucking

Pain I feel that I never made real

Faker than fuck

Like the heart you conceal

Bad gets worse

And it never gets better

Sign me up for a suicide letter

Never made prom

Never made bombs

Only wrote songs

Saying I'm wrong

This is my goodbye

In my own way

Your really not the girl

That you said that you are

But I guess I deserve it now

I deserve this more

Looking back now

At the things I did

Like selling my soul

For the highest bid

I was such a stupid kid

You've got to believe me

Taking my hand

You held me near

Kissing these lips

Until the summer cleared

Everything I ever feared

You've got to believe me

You're the one that went so cukoo

On our trip to Honolulu

Build your love

With shit and poo-poo

And see what you get

Just too dumb or young

To fall in love

I'm looking up

To the heavens above

Hello is anybody up there?

Is anybody is anybody up there?