Lost Myself Lyrics

It's a quarter past five and you're on my mind

I think that I'm ready to die

Go to court with the angels and testify

Maybe with the luck of the draw I'll get by

But if they send me to hell, I'm fine

Cause anything's better than you on my mind

So I'll take hell over you every time

Even though I only want you to be mine

I drink a fifth

And try to forget

That you're gone

But with each sip

I get sick

Thinking of the other guys hitting your line

I've lost myself in the process

I'm not making progress

You broke my heart, baby, who's next?

You haven't even read my last text

Baby, I'm your best ex

And I was the best sex

I know you'll attest, I know you'll attest

It's a new hoe, new day, everything the same

I don't wanna do it, but you're the one to blame

I bet when he fucks you you scream out my name

Then you just lie and say you came

You played with my heart like it was a game

You said you loved me, that's what you claimed

Got too many thoughts in my brain

Drinking the liquor helps me not go insane

Am I crazy

Or just maybe

You could see

That you were wrong

Cause you left me

Painfully

Thought of yourself and baby, not my heart

I've lost myself in the process

I'm not making progress

You broke my heart, baby, who's next?

You haven't even read my last text

Baby, I'm your best ex

And I was the best sex

I know you'll attest, I know you'll attest

I would like to fucking hate you

But that's something

I just can't do

You replaced me

So fast it's crazy

I'm slowly dying like an underwatered daisy

Someone save me

Just once maybe

I can make it out alive

Why did you leave?

I gave you everything

Now my sorrows I will sing

I've lost myself in the process

I'm not making progress

You broke my heart, baby, who's next?

You haven't even read my last text

Baby, I'm your best ex

And I was the best sex

I know you'll attest, I know you'll attest