Wait for me Lyrics

This isn't how it was supposed to be

Keep questioning God why'd he take you from me

Feeling imprisoned my only hope is you are free

And wherever you are, you can wait for me

I'm in denial, crying, hardly ever sleep

So if you're listening please come visit me in my dreams

Feeling imprisoned, my only hope is that you are free

And wherever you are, you can wait for me

If it's not too much to ask for, hopefully, I am not imposing

Could you send a sign if it's crowded and heaven might be closing

I know that if you hear me, you're in there and that you were chosen

Ever since you left, my heart can't let it go like it's frozen

I pray that you will listen when I'm screaming that I miss you

Reminiscing through tissues

Medicating my issues

Debating to submit to

And hating to admit you

Won't age with us and get to

Look back at what we've been through

My reaction getting the news

And the impact that it is true

Was like ripping wax off my soul

Attached to you with glue

I'm saddened not to be with you

And baffled that all of it is true

Grappling with adapting

To the fact I won't hug or kiss you

There's no solace in you gone

But I hope wherever you've gone

Is a place with love and happiness

And you're laughing at this song

How we act on earth, it is wrong

Nothing's actually ever is gone

Life is short even for those

That are lucky to live long

This isn't how it was supposed to be

Keep questioning God why'd he take you from me

Feeling imprisoned and my only hope for you is that you're free

And wherever you are, you can wait for me

I'm in denial, crying, hardly ever sleep

So if you're listening please come visit me in my dreams

Feeling imprisoned, my only hope is you are free

And wherever you are, you can wait for me

How am I supposed to look at anyone that loves you

Silver lining, you're in heaven, there's someone to look up to

Are you able to pull me above too?

'Cause we'd all love to pull up to

Wherever you are, just tell us, and I promise we will come through

I wish it was that easy

We're left here in grief, bereaving

Ingesting we must believe it

No time to prepare for you leaving

My mind won't allow me to see it

This time I don't wanna be in

Reminded of you with everything I do

You were all I needed

I hate myself 'cause the first song I wrote about you

Is a song I wrote about you, sad and alone without you

Now I'm figuring how to

Pick myself up and amount to

Someone you'd be proud of and that's something I vow to

I don't know how I'll do it

Right now I don't think I can

I've been deliberating time between my grief and being mad

I dry my eyes, I can't keep crying, can't stop being sad

I really hope you wait for me if you decide not to come back

This isn't how it was supposed to be

Keep questioning God why'd he take you from me

Feeling imprisoned and my only hope for you is that you're free

And wherever you are, you can wait for me

I'm in denial, crying, hardly ever sleep

So if you're listening please come visit me in my dreams

Feeling imprisoned, my only hope is you are free

And wherever you are, you can wait for me