Unruly Lyrics

I spend my life in the back of the bar

Get me an uber cause I can't drive my car

I'm so damn high, I feel like I'm with stars

They call me crazy but you are what you are

I spent my life feeling like I'm at war

Cause I be hurting deep inside from the core

Spent my last money on some zigs at the store

I'm depressed

I confess

This shit's a mess

Yeah, I'm depressed

I remember when things used to be so good

And I remember when things used to seem so cool

And I can't seem to get back to the mood

Of the old me but this new me is truly

Unruly

Yeah, when you got so much time on your hands

You can go kinda berserk in your head

I just wanna feel what is real

Cause all this shit that's around me ain't real

I can't seem to get out of my head

And I can't seem to get out of my bed

Fake ass love and these people coming around

Using me till I'm fucking broken down

I'm depressed

I confess

This shit's a mess

Yeah, I'm depressed

I remember when things used to be so good

And I remember when things used to seem so cool

And I can't seem to get back to the mood

Of the old me but this new me is truly

Unruly

I gotta snort some coke, just to pull myself together, yeah

And I gotta smoke some weed, just to make myself feel better

Cause I can't take it no more I'm heading straight into my war zone

And when I reach the peak I hope God just brings me home

I'm so depressed and I'm drowning in my mess and I'm all alone

I must confess, I'm a motherfucking mess

Where the hell do I go

I wanna cry

Don't wanna try

I wanna lie

Inside my mind

Rather be blind

Than see the light

Turn off the light

Turn off the lights

Turn off the motherfucking lights, please