The Hardest Part ft. Aisha Fukushima & Khingz Lyrics

And this is the hardest part

Finding our way through the dark

Your love is the spark

Let's go from the start

And this is the hardest part

Finding our way through the dark

Your love is the spark

Let's go from the start

From the ashes of our homes

The passion in our bones

This madness we have known

All goes to catacombs

All we hold is memory

All we are is centuries of energy that molded everything

From thoughts and prayers

To places we have settled

We created, then we jetted

Don't know where we are headed

Still tryna stay connected

I'm a refugees son, that had to learn how to run

Who struggled to express it with a colonizers tongue

I once made peace with the place that we come from

Before the war drums beat again

My people move their feet again

We've only known what freedom is in moments of this life

Moments we hold precious, so much they become our guides

I'm finding my way out of the darkness again

This trauma and pain lives in our body and brain

And we can't work through what we can't even explain

There's ways that we can grow

But we may never be the same

And this is the hardest part

Finding our way through the dark

Your love is the spark

Let's go from the start

And this is the hardest part

Finding our way through the dark

Your love is the spark

Let's go from the start

Lord knows I grieve well

Well, well

Pull my car over, let loss feed me my medicine

I always mean well

Well, well

But feeling trapped when I trap ghosts inside my head again

We had extra passion but compassion was on Dexatrim

Who I was with her will never get my breath again

Who I have become is who I've been invested in

Invest in him, he tryna give my best

See me as I really am, and not as you expect

But I must do the same

And I been looking at our movement through a fugue of pain

Torn between where I am wanted and I'm needed since they're not the same

I hope I'm not insane

I just wanna love him

I just wanna love you

Wanna love them

For you to feel me

When we not touching

Only rap was easy

Everything else took some struggling

And I'm not running

And this is the hardest part

Finding our way through the dark

Your love is the spark

Let's go from the start

And this is the hardest part

Finding our way through the dark

Your love is the spark

Let's go from the start