just enough voice left Lyrics

Not gon' lie I lost my voice

But I still got something I need to say so

Y'all just gotta hear me this time

I'm in my head everyday

Thinking about my mistakes

Cousin can't get visitation

So I'm just gon' sit and wait

Twin said he gon' call me

Tell me how he been feeling in there

Said I ain't want to live on this Earth

Sometimes that's still in the air

Right now I just feel I don't care

I be all in my feelings yeah

Couple people said they loved me

But they turned on me that just ain't fair

They not know that I know how they been moving

They don't know that I know that they been choosing

Stand on loyalty overall

Definition of SOLO

No they ain't really solo

Got me asking where did my soul go

Cheap shots and low blows

That's the only thing they know know

They disrespectful I can't go go

Go in public and try not to let my pain show

Same way I'm trying not to let you hear me strain though

You see I'm failing miserably

They be snaking me so much I just can't let it get to me

Look in my head it's misery

Praying that my demons is something my kid don't get from me

I just want peace I'm so tired of all this toxicity

My momma told me call her more cause everyday she missing me

I wonder where my sister be

I ain't seen her since she was three and she's five now

Six on the twenty second like wow how how

I got so much love for my vettis they always say it gets better

But I don't feel the same right now

Aaliyah said keep my head up

Every night I go to sleep I'm dreaming about my funeral

Wake and I go outside and tell the Earth she's beautiful

Roll up to forget the dreams

Hop in the booth and sing

It's all these demons floating around me that's what karma bring

My cousin told me I'm the king of darkness

He joking but I really feel I'm heartless

They overlook me am I speaking garbage

Fuck if they love me I'ma be me regardless

Tryna hop right in that new foreign it's push to start it

I know they hate the fact I always go the hardest

Pour all my pain on tracks I hate that I'm an artist

Can't say the shit I feel face to face I'm sorry

As the song goes on my voice gets worse

Say what I feel in the moment if my voice it works

Lost so much money I can't be mad it was my choice to splurge

I'm struggling right now to make sure that you heard me

Right now I just feel I don't care

I be all in my feelings yeah

Couple people said they loved me

But they turned on me that just ain't fair

They not know that know how they been moving

They don't know that I know that they been choosing

Stand on loyalty overall

Definition of SOLO

No they ain't really solo

Got me asking where did my soul go

Cheap shots and low blows

That's all they know know

They disrespectful I can't go go