Fear is not of God Lyrics

What was it?, May 1st 2022

I flew to Atlanta, About to graduate from school

I just finished fasting, 30 days without no food

Praying to Allah, My spine would heal and I'd be cool

I'm just gone record these songs at Loud house

I cut that one bitch off because she had a loud mouth

I got a hotel but Jay said "come stay my house"

"I gotta go turn myself in but ima bond out"

I swear I thought everything was straight

Everything was coo, until I started hearing voices

And I didn't know what to do, trying to get me to provoke a nigga

But I'm not no fool, they like "what you really scared of?"

"What you think he gone do?"

Fear is not of God

Fear is not of God

Fear is not of God

Fear is not of God

They keep on saying

Fear is not of God

Fear is not of God

Fear is not of God

Fear is not of God

Ok this second part gone really sound crazy

Because for some reason I'm calling thug baby

And in my mind I know I'm really not his lady

Somehow I'm thinking what provoked this is who raped me

And I'm so layed back I brushed it off

Should I be the one to speak up or not

Im kinda lost, I don't want to play the victim,

So I'll take it as a loss, Man I hate to feel defeated

Now I feel like it's my fault

How the trauma would effect me later

I really wasn't knowing, Now it's weird to bring it up

But the red flags really showing, Guess I'm working through my healing

This is all apart of growing, God gone deal with all them later

You just got to keep on going

Fear is not of God

Fear is not of God

Fear is not of God

Fear is not of God

They keep on saying

Fear is not of God

Fear is not of God

Fear is not of God

Fear is not of God

They keep on saying