All of the Above ft. Kurl Lyrics

I've been told I'm lazy

I've been told I'm crazy

I feel like I'm maybe all of the above

I've been called a waste, well

Never to my face, hell

I've been told I'm great and I'll never be enough

Yeah

I just woke up hoping that this would be a much better day 

I just spent the morning up trying to learn how to meditate 

Anything 

That could get me right back into this old better state 

But that ain't working maybe I just gotta go get away 

Nope, that ain't it

No that's not what I needed

Swear I knew this before so why do I keep on repeating

Expecting different results 

Like something's going to change

Guess I did this to myself I think I'm going insane 

Okay look

One side telling me to go all out 

Other side telling me stop

One side telling me to focus on the work and the job 

Other side keep telling me "nah" 

Keep telling me I

Need a second just to breathe 

Need a minute just to rest 

But part of me telling me I cannot do that 

I'll get all the sleep that I need when I'm dead 

Feeling like I'm at the edge 

Tip-toeing on the ledge 

Quit throwing in the towel 

That's not how I'm going out right now not yet 

But I confess 

I been upset 

Every morning I been laying in bed 

Scrolling through feeds

Knowing it means

Nothing to me 

I'm not my best

I've been told I'm lazy

I've been told I'm crazy

I feel like I'm maybe all of the above

I've been called a waste, well

Never to my face, hell

I've been told I'm great and I'll never be enough

I heard I'm successful

I just let them guess tho

They ask is it stressful doing what you love

I feel like I'm still lost

Maybe thats the real job

I pray that you're real god

And everything above

I was counting mistakes

Rounding up to be safe

Down and out but like roundabouts

I went back around now we straight

I went back around like twenty times

Or like 22 or like 29

Thought I cracked the code like a dozen times

Hope it pans out like it's sunny side

But I, know

All the circles have a role ay

Flowers die when the showers dry

That doesn't mean they didn't grow ay

Even if it doesn't show ay

Even if I never know ay

I see stars in the darkest nights

So i'll find light in this whole thing

I've been told I'm lazy

I've been told I'm crazy

I feel like I'm maybe all of the above

I've been called a waste, well

Never to my face, hell

I've been told I'm great and I'll never be enough

I heard I'm successful

I just let them guess tho

They ask is it stressful doing what you love

I feel like I'm still lost

Maybe thats the real job

I pray that you're real god

And everything above