soldier anthem Lyrics

Look out the window

What do I see

The sun declining

The moon rising right in front of me

That let me know that everything is how it's supposed to be

I know its gone be alright

Long as the day coming soon after the night

It's all life

Found out the source of my depression

I'm so annoyed

All cause in my head

All cause I don't keep forward

Anxiety and paranoia

Tired of feeling so destroyed

Got to get up on the board

Been hellas since a nigga scored

Tired, bruised, and hella sore

Devil got like 54

Stealing, blocking, grabbing boards

Man it's looking bad

Need a breather

Timeout on the floor

Gasping in the huddle

Got to finish just a little more

Know I'm bound to win

Cause I got God as my power forward

So much that I've done endured

So much that I'm gone endure

Battle-tested

Soldier in the army of the lord

I'm deployed

Ready and strapped up for war

And whatever more

I know its more

Don't be a fool and think you've won

Although you've overcome

What's done is never done

Until you 6 feet under

Forever ducking karma

Got all these cracks up in my armor

It's all life

Hard life

Hate life

Ain't nothing I can do

Can't help that human

Ain't ask to exist

But if this is what I'm here for

Just fight for my survival

Just keep marching forward

No man can give me a reward

Just distractions and a sword

I'll get rest when I get sent to the morgue

Dead and gone

Free from flesh and bone

Just a free soul, returning home

Just hope I'm worthy at all

Lord God I know I'm flawed

Broken down, bitter and tired

Just a wreck

But Father, I need your help

Speak to me, God

Keep me present

Keep me steadfast and focused

Keep my heart and mind open

Protect from all, unseen, not heard, and unspoken and all hidden motives

Omnipotent

Omniscient

Omnipresent

Kol Hakavod

AMEN

Okay but who the hell am I

Don't think that I'm a saint

Or that this knowledge, science, and religion

Just gone take my problems away

Or I aint stuck up in my ways

Tryna stop cursing that don't mean I always watch what I say

Head ass nigga

I remember you from the way

And nigga don't you still drank

Just copped a zip the other day

I know but, I've changed

Or changing

Fuck you bitch

I ain't got shit to explain

But yeah I'm kinda insane

A beat your ass any day

Or probably blow out your brain

Why should I care

They tried to do it to me

And my brother

Tried to take my mama's sons away

Ask God to help carry my wrath

Because it's stronger than me

I'm scared for my enemies but most importantly me

Got PTSD

Pistol loaded, cocked, aimed, fired

Just couldn't believe it was me

Just my shoulder

Ain't no murdering me

Gone be some casualties

When it comes to me and my family

Believe what you believe

To whatever higher power

Know he bled, so I breathe

This life is bigger than me

Can't believe God gave me a seed

Trusted me with a tree

So I can't leave

Until I raise a better soldier than me

Got to be loyal, true, and faithful

Have integrity

Got to be who all I can be

In this army,

Just keep fighting til a victory

S O L D I E R

A N T H E M

Just keep marching til the end

S O L D I E R

A N T H E M

Soldier Anthem

Soldier Anthem

Soldier, just keep marching forward

No man can give you a reward

Just distractions and a sword

Get my rest when I get sent to the morgue, yeah