buried alive Lyrics

So what am I

Supposed to do

When every day

Is the exact same

You don't know what

I'm going through

It's in my blood

I can't and I won't change

I struggle with

Everything

I won't get help

I will not admit

I am my own

Worst enemy

Sabotaging

Life as I know it

But I'm getting fed up

Of being stuck in this rut

I just sit back and reflect

On what I could have been

Thinking back on the day

That I was one step away

It's just a distant memory

Can anyone hear me

Two steps forward

Seven steps back

Always running

Around in circles

Breathing in dirt

Through a small crack

Trying to claw

My way to the surface

But I'm getting fed up

Of being stuck in this rut

I just sit back and reflect

On what I could have been

Thinking back on the day

That I was one step away

It's just a distant memory

Can anyone hear me

Why do i feel like I've been buried alive

No way to escape I'm just trying to survive

My cries for help mean nothing you keep passing me by

Does it even matter that i'm dying inside

Does it even matter that i'm dying inside

Does it even matter that i'm dying inside

But I'm getting fed up

Of being stuck in this rut

I just sit back and reflect

On what I could have been

Thinking back on the day

That I was one step away

It's just a distant memory

Can anyone hear me

Can anyone hear me

Can anyone hear me

Can anyone hear me