Is It Forever Lyrics

I feel better when I sleep I feel closer to my dreams

I could stand here on this stage and you still won't notice me

I feel better when I sleep I feel closer to my dreams

I could stand here on this stage and you still won't notice me

Got all this anger and this rage I just want to be happy

Damn

Why can't you see me

I've been down this road before I always make the wrong turn

Every time it's going right something goes left

I don't learn

Fuck them demons I don't see em they always seem to be deceiving they convince me that I need em I end up hurt still can't believe it

Take me as I am and please don't ever leave me lonely

Fighting my own brain I wish sometimes I didn't know me

I just need a break

Maybe from the world

One minute shit is great the very next I feel like dying

Tired of giving up but I'm also tired of trying

So sick of feeling stuck I just wanna flip the page

Maybe to a new life where I don't feel this pain

So many rainy days

I just wish the sun would come to stay

Some nights I feel like digging my own grave

I hate feeling this pain

Sometimes bad things happen to good people

I'm just one who knows how to handle

But is it gone last forever

Is it forever

Sometimes bad things happen to good people

I'm just one who knows how to handle

But is it gone last forever

Is it forever

Looking at my life from the bottom of this bottle

I could feel me drown in every sip that I swallow

Tryna keep my head in a world that lets me down

They don't understand why I cover my frowns

With a smile

Cause if they catch me slippin then I might be finished

Been depressed for a minute took a trip

So I could feel it

Crying to the sky screaming please don't let me down I can't let my momma bury her youngest child

And it hurts me to write some shit like this but I gotta keep it real if it's gone end like this they don't know my heart and they don't know my soul I put it all in the music ya don't hear me though

Bad things happen to good people

I'm just one who knows how to handle

But is it gone last forever

Is it forever

Sometimes bad things happen to good people

I'm just one who knows how to handle

But is it gone last forever

Is it forever

Ohhh