A SMILE DIES Lyrics

There's parts of me I'll never comprehend

A minor slip and I feel like it's the end

The guilt and blame abuse me

The anger's all consuming

A million problems I can never fix but

My empathy's a vice and I need another hit

The evil that surrounds me

God I've never felt so empty

You're all the same

A smile dies

Upon my face

The joy erased

You think I'm sane

But a smile dies

Upon my face

I'm not okay

Oh oh oh oh oh oh

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

Oh oh oh oh oh oh

I'm not okay

This is not who I want to be

A mind filled with impossible dreams

A symphony of empty words

Is never playing but is always heard

I'm stuck now I've fallen way too deep (deep)

It destroys my day and drains me in my sleep

Instead of my recovery

You feed upon my misery

You're all the same

A smile dies

Upon my face

The joy erased

You think I'm sane

But a smile dies

Upon my face

I'm not okay

Oh oh oh oh oh oh

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

Oh oh oh oh oh oh

I'm not okay

Tasting static in my brain

I live to stimulate

Consume whatever I can get

Indulge

Obsess

Forget

You're all the same

A smile dies

Upon my face

The joy erased

You think I'm sane

But a smile dies

Upon my face

I'm not okay

Ok I'll fight

These thoughts of mine

Soft voices try

To take my life

Oh oh oh oh oh oh

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

Oh oh oh oh oh oh

I'm not okay