Tough Time Lyrics

I've been all alone in my darkness night, Tryna figure out who the fuck I am

Most nights I wish God could take my life, Cause I can't breathe can't even close my eyes

Mama, I'm sorry, for not being the perfect son you ever wanted

I fell in love with money at a very young age, gotta hate me anytime I ain't get paid

Sorry for the time I make you cry, Sorry for the time I let you down

Up every morning feeling so low, Can't shake this feeling, won't let go

Depression getting hold of me, I cannot breathe

I fuck up big time, I wrong some right, I keep on pushing P, I toy with my kidney

Mama, I'm sorry, I'm not the same nigga you raised

Ever since I left home, I lost my way

Heart so cold for the paper chase, I broke the promise that we made

Different voice in my head, Every time I tried I fail

Maybe I should change my way, I've been trying to hide my pain

Mama, I'm sorry, for not being the perfect son you ever wanted

I fell in love with money at a very young age, gotta hate me anytime I ain't get paid

Sorry for the time I make you cry, Sorry for the time I let you down

Wish I never hurt nobody, Wish I never take what doesn't belong to me

I'm guilty of everything, hard time we living in

I learn it hard way, people ruin good things, they hate young nigga get paid

Go through life, go through pain, you will never be the same no more

When life was lonely, I learned how to be strong

I blocked my siblings off my page, which I wish I never did

But I'm tired of explaining me every day, felt like I got nothing left

You see how cold I became