pushing everybody away Lyrics

Be home quarter three and sleep around now

Just to know I'm older now

Complications beating down a heavy blow

Coping with nobody to hold

Thought I was looking tough from off afar

Truthfully I'm locked behind these silver bars

She said "babe a little prayer maybe do you well"

But I don't care a little for a lot of things

So I'm pushing everybody away

Wondering what's in store for me

Too long you'd leave me alone

Pushing all the clouds away, the darkness away

The darkness away

The darkness away

The darkness away

Never know what's in store for me

A lot of places being alone

The isolation seemed good to me

But I never wanted to be alone

Thought you'd see the good in me and never leave

Broken-hearted, bleeding, tearing at the seams

Deathly scared of love and what it leads to be

I'll sleep beneath these sheets until they come for me

Till then I'm pushing everybody away

Wondering what's in store for me

Too long you'd leave me alone

Pushing all the clouds away, the darkness away

The darkness away

The darkness away

The darkness away

I'll go to an open road

I will stand like a telephone pole

Pushing everybody away

Pushing everybody away

I don't know when I'm coming back again

Left my home, drove down the road,

And past the bend

To find my peace I'm never coming back again

Pushing everybody