remorse Lyrics

When i get too lazy to decipher your telegram bio

It means my heart found it's peace no longer touched by your existence

Two a.m: I'm trying to convince myself that it's alright that

You are chatting different friends in random groups and I'm not jealous

When i get too lazy to decipher your telegram bio

It means I'm no longer suffocating lying in my cold bed

Three a.m: I realise that this sickening tearful plight

Wild jealousy and resentment will never leave envious mind

When you shine i fade

When you smile i cry

When you dance i run

To hide my bitter tears

My heart is racing

I'm on the verge of passing out

Sick and tired of living in this state of constant doubt

Knowing that my love for you has run its course

Leaving me with nothing but remorse

If we were both unhappy

I'd romanticize this state

I check again if you're online

And minute after minute i die

When you change your profile pic i know it matches with someone else

I don't get it's meaning and i spend nights trying to understand

Four a.m: still staring at your account, light flashes 'online'

I know you still chat and feel fucking fine

Animalistic wild of mine

When you fall I shine

When you cry I smile

When you die I igny

Iolanda's evil, why?

My heart is racing

I'm on the verge of passing out

Sick and tired of living in this state of constant doubt

Knowing that my love for you has run its course

Leaving me with nothing but remorse