Sleep Walking Lyrics

Like the blindest sheep purposely naive

Live our days like nights while we walk in our sleep

I had a doctor appointed today for minor pain

I remember the time it was five to eight

I went to the front desk and I signed my name

The lady said to have a seat probably be a tiny wait

She offered me a water then politely asked if I had ate

I made a dumb joke said no can I try the steak

She laughed and said I could come back now right this way

A nurse took me to my room and checked my height and weight

The next few minutes would determine how my life would change

That's when the doctor came in holding my x-rays

She said there's no easy way to say what I'mma say

It won't make sense to you no matter how I explain

But there's a tumor

And it's inside your brain

And there's cancer in your stomach growing by the day

And at this point it's like living with a live grenade

And there's a 90% chance you could die today

I'm sorry Kenneth

Like the blindest sheep purposely naive

Live our days like nights that won't end if we never go to sleep

In our comfy beds we lay down our heads

Every day like night while we walk in our sleep

I struggle to catch my breath

If this is it then I gave it my best I guess

All of my decisions I'm starting to second guess

Like maybe this is karma

I shoulda expected this

I picture the pearly gates only see where the exit is

Cause there's some big ass buff angel bouncer throwing me out

Saying I'm not allowed on the premises

I turn to saint peter like just check the list

I snap back now I'm at the receptionist

She slides me the bill and does it so effortless

That's a lot of zeros there's no way

And that's just the copay

This says my insurance doesn't cover a cent of this

I clench my fist throw the pen I'm pissed

Feels like a bad movie what kind of end is this

I start to reminisce about my friends and kids

Suddenly thinking about all my text messages

That I regret I've missed

The man I've become

The friend that I've been

My wife and my son

And all the days I disguised as fun

was just novocaine to my brain to stay numb

While I press snooze on the only clock I got

phone calls get blocked while I watch tiktok

In the trance of a random thought

Maybe I'll start a dance hashtag sleepwalk

And then I'll do it again

But then I think to myself

I'll never do it again

I'll just put my phone on the shelf

but then I do it again

But then I do it again and again and again

Like the blindest sheep purposely naive

Live our days like nights that won't end if we never go to sleep

In our comfy beds we lay down our heads

Every day like night while we walk in our sleep