Supposed to Feel Lyrics

How I'm supposed to feel

They thugged me out and left, me on my own

I'm 22 years old, I can't let them tag me I'm going strong

See who still around, thought that I was right, my momma never wrong

Talking to a reaper, I'm fighting demons all up on my own

I don't care if you around, I know that it hurt, you had to watch me grow

My heart inside a box, I've been hurting, they won't ever know

I stick around and get money, I got pain that I won't ever show

I rock designer on my clothes, it ain't cheap, I still tote a chrome

I'm a broke girl, I'm scared to say exactly how I feel

I've been chilling in the studio, let the bros go on a drill

Pop a pill, only time I feel alive, I'm being real

I wanna say I love you, but love gon' really get me killed

Okay, let me shake back

I want her, only girl ain't with my rack

Bros still hopping out, I can't lose no more

How you leave me at my lowest, you ain't care, I'm feeling bad

I got demons on me, I'm just trying to get them off my back

How I'm supposed to feel

Brody that I'm trying to see is kill or kill

How I feel

I just want her and a hundred mil

How I feel

My cousin died, I had a hard time shedding tears

How I feel

This shit get real, my cousin's still stuck in that field

How I'm supposed to feel

They thugged me out and left me all alone

I'm 22 years old, I can't let them tell me I'm going strong

See you still around, thought that I was right, my mama never wrong

Talking to the reaper, I'm finding demons all up on my lawn

Yeah, if you around, I know that it hurt, you had to watch me grow

Grow hard inside a box, I've been hurting, they won't ever know

I stay grinding, getting money, I got pain that I won't ever show

I write designer on my clothes, it ain't cheap, I still tow the car

I did shit they'll never know, ain't gotta tell you that I love you, girl, you already know

I put my heart inside a box, girl, my heart stuck on froze

I was living in my granny's house, feeling alone, I don't wanna hurt no more

I've been yelling at a hundred shots off about the kid

I don't know if he gon' play with me, but boy, I wish he did

I was crying for your help and you ain't never came and did

I didn't think I'd take an angel, so no, I can't cry

I got feelings for you, girl, but my heart feel like I'm running from you

It's the lifestyle I chose, girl, I ain't never running from you

Ever since you shot at me, I've been riding around with a hunnid

Only things I need is that love, sex, and drugs and money

How you supposed to feel like dummy, I didn't love me, I'm alone

I'm 22 years old, I can't let them tell me I'm going strong

See you still around, thought that I was right, my mama never wrong

Talking to the reaper, I'm finding demons all up on my lawn

I know that it hurt, you had to watch me grow

Heart inside a box, I've been hurting, they won't ever know

I stick around and get money, I got pain that I won't ever know

Check this out on all my clothes, it ain't cheap, I still tote a chrome

How I'm supposed to feel

How I'm supposed to feel

How I'm supposed to feel like dummy, I didn't love me, I'm alone